Y'know?

School and snow..... yeah I don't like them

My lips

My lips are dry
And my head is on fire.

I just want to be ok again  :'(

...

I'm sick

Starting Over

The is is my new start. Gahhhh. It feels so good! Breathe in, breathe out.
Okay! So, I deleted all my miserable posts but one.  This feels good. I'VE CHANGED! not a lot, but I did change some.  I'm more open with people about things and I'm learning not to self pity. I'm getting on track with God. I'm creating my own relationship,  not just my parents religion. I'm starting over on in my own run. I want Jesus with every last part of me and I'M GONNA GET HIM!!!!!
This blog is sorta just my life(and journal) I'll go on prayer rants. So if you stumble across it and see my prayers just pray with me.
Honestly, I've no idea how often I'll post. Whenever I feel the need I guess. This is just my inside thoughts that I can't keep bottled up. Don't try and comfort me, I'm fineeee (unless I say I'm not)

-EM
(Endless Mindfulness)

This Is Me

I am not perfect.
I can not be that toothpick girl that this world wants.
I do hurt people.
I make so many foolish mistakes.
So,This is me.


Know me for who I am,not for who I should be.
Know me as the girl who was shy,but when you KNEW me I made an impact.
Know me as the girl who loves Rocker Style clothes,but doesn't wear them because of what people may think.

I am insecure.
I am human- I have feelings
I will do my best to make things right in a bad situation because I care.

I tell people too much,than gets hurt.
I write,but I do not tell anyone because of a fear of being judged.
I have been shaped into who I am today because of the friends in my life that made a difference.

I am (not) fine in my imperfection




<3